Update January 2010

Hello Priscilla, Gary and to whomever this may concern,

This is just an update because it seems like my blog is dead. I guess I don't really find myself having time to update this on a regular basis... Scratch that. That was a big fat juicy lie. I have time. I have plenty of time. I come home, I eat, I watch dramas, actually one drama and I surf the net. Let's be more specific here about what I mean when I say "I surf the net", I spend mindless hours on eBay looking at useless ass stuff that I probably will never need, I watch YouTube videos for hours. Yeah sure, that doesn't sound that bad but what am I not doing? Studying for my exams, trying to get into the prestigious ass universities I've applied to, exercise, and sleeping (enough hours). Does that still seem

like a good way to live? Instead of studying for math (something I suck at), I'm doing other things.

Today, I skipped school to eat dimsum with my mom and then we went home because we couldn't think of something to do, then she left me at home which is where I spent about an hour painting my nails and then plucked my eyebrows. I've also realised that I've gained a few pounds... so I gotta' watch what I am eating again. More fruits and vegetables (yn). There's a few months until prom (although getting into university is what I genuinely care about), I must lose weight. :(

People left and right are getting their acceptance letters and I'

ve yet to even hear anything from universities. I'm really worried that I might have to stay an extra year just to fix my marks. Another thing that scares me is the fact that I have the 2 teachers I hate the most next semester (in about a week). Sorry, hate is a strong word... so I will replace that with strongly dislike. Right so these 2 teachers, I have to find a way to switch out of their classes. I'm also really tempted to take Calculus or Advanced Functions in private school... it is a sure win... right?

Yeah, this is a pretty short and pointless update. I think I will do weekly updates of all my food and document (blogument) my weight loss... Have fun reading it Gary :) Welp, that's that. I am so looking forward to Photography second period and my spare forth period :D I have an English exam tomorrow, I hope it is easy. Wish me luck :)

Toodles,

Joanne

PS PRISCILLA, GUESS WHAT THIS IS! :)

Bubble baths :D

Oh a little boy taking a bubble bath :):):)

By the way, please excuse any typos since I was typing this as I bathed thanks. :)

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Today officially marked the end of the holidays. I must say though it wasn't pleasant. I mean I'd sleep in until 3 pm. Still not working. Not doing anything but eating. I know I probably look fine but i've gained weight yet again. As I am bathing I can see my belly :( full of toxins and fat that I dint need... Perhaps I should try the master cleanse. I have been researching about it since I still can't seem to sleep at the "right" time. Perhaps I shiuld do something more productive during my "insomnia" hours. But really the thought of me looking like thus going to Australia to visit my grandma and cousins whom I've yet to meet before just seems to be a rude awakening and if that's not enough there's prom. Yay. :/ I guess I should try the master clease just to get rid of what I don't need; however, I do believe that the best time for me to do it was the 2 weeks that I didn't go to school. I suppose I have time.

Anyways, today I went to guidance to see if I can get into world issues. There are 5 people on the waiting list. :( that's a lot of people. I guess I'd have to take night school or something for that course. It seems like a really easy course. It's practically a course of things I actually care about. Imagine how good it'd be to write essays about things I do care about. (a). After my shower, sorry, bath, I am going to check what courses are offered in virtual school. I'm going to try to get Chris to retake it with me. Hohoho.

Recently I've been quiet. Quietly observing. My surroundings, my friends everything. I've realised many things. Negative more than positive.I guess the while university thing has gotten me a tad bit pessimistic; however, my 3 "favouritest" friends are still my favouritest friends :) which reminds me, WELCOME BACK DAPHNE :) (soon or maybe you are back but you are jet lagging to reply my text).

Enough about school and people let's talk about now. :)
So I am still in my bath tub. So I was trying to find bubble bath soap or whatever it's called so I can "relax" here but I've failed miserably. So I began to look through my ridiculously large amount of soaps stashed in a drawer and I came across a "shower & bath gel" so you know me, I hopped to my computer and did some research on how to use this "shower & bath gel" welp it definitely works as a bubble bath soap but I must say I did underestimate this soap. I think I might have added a bit too much soap. But the amount of bubbles sure cover up for the fact that I haven't taken a bath in about 5 years. I don't understand why I stopped for so long. I mean look at all the cool things I can do while I sit here. Things like watch YouTube videos and finally updating my blog. Heck, I can even go on msn if I really wanted to. My mom used to complain at how much water I was wasting taking baths but since we've changed the shower head and this shower head is the most environmentally unfriendly thing ever I guess it seems fair that I bathe today and more often. If i showered I'd be spending a good 45 minutes with the shower head running non-stop versus taking a bath were iI leave it running for 15 minutes at most. 30 minutes of water wasting gone seems awesome. It's so relaxing. Originally, I had planned to come home, set up my cool new printer and do my homework that is easy and print it and then take a bath with candle light and classical music...

Here's what really happened. So I forgot my candles and lighter and had to run out to get them because I thought they were essential.

Okay so I am back with the candles and lighter. I light them and lay them on the sides of my bath tub and then turn the lights off... HUGE MISTAKE.

I DID NOT KNOW THAT I WAS AFRAID OF THE WASHROOM WITH LITTLE - NO LIGHTS. ALL I THOUGHT ABOUT WAS "OH AFTER MY AWESOME BATH ID SEE A BROKEN BLOODY MIRROR WITH BLOODY MARY AND STUFF" so what do I do?

I got back up turned on the lights blew the candles out and just took a regular bath.

My face is sweating. The water I am using mustve been über hot. Feels so good :)

Oh so since it is the new years I guess I will make resolutions.

School related:
1. Get at least 75% in advanced functions (the second time).
2. Raise my international busiess mark up to 80% at least.
3. English mark up to 82% at least
4. At least 65% in calculas (I'm not even going to bother to aim for an unachievable goal
5. Get at least 85% in Writers Craft shouldn't be hard. Miss. Clarke loves ly short stories. :)
6. As much as I'd hate to admit this but I really do want to get into Waterloo... I hope I make it. But judgeing by the marks that I am for it doesn't seem very likely huh? :(

Health related:
1. Definitely lose weight.
2. Drink more water
3. Exercise more even if it is just walking
4. Eat more fruits as vegetables (raw)

Random:
1. Get my G2
2. Shop less
3. Stop procrastinating (now that I've realised that I have been stress free for too long, this shouldn't be hard if I really do want to get into Waterloo)
4. Learn to cook

I wanted to tackle 15 resolutions but I guess my mind is empty. 14 will do... for now.

Do you make resolutions and if yes, what are your resolutions for 2010?

How often are your resolutions accomplished?

Welp, time to wash up. I can feel my toes pruning up. :)

Oh right I didn't type anything on Christmas... I guess I will write about that on another blue moon and incase you're wondering there were 2 blue moons during 2009... in fact the second one was about a week and a half ago. :O

Toodles,
Joanne

ps... a I supposed to rinse myself after taking a bubble bath I mean... there is soap in the water but it should be super duper diluted right? I guess I should since I overdosed on the "shower & bath gel" @@.

Just Pictures

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On Thursday, there was a little University fair thing... my friends and I are pretty bummed out at the fact that the cut-off marks have gotten so high. I've never had such low business marks before, my initial goal was to take business because it was easy. My mark boosters became a mark killer...

I've been having second thoughts about business... I think arts are more me? :/

Anyways, today I went to the grocery store with my mom and I think I've seen the saddest thing ever... you know those shopping carts "buggies" as some call it? People don't necessary return it to the main place where these carts/buggies are stored. There are people who are hired to gather them and put them back. Anyways, usually, those people are given some kind of machine that helps them push the carts so not a lot of their energy and effort is used to get the carts to move. Given that it is quite a dangerous job with all the cars moving and such plus the cold weather in Canada I think that those cart-pusher things are a must for this job; however, what I saw today was absolutely disgusting... I could not believe what the super market puts their employees through... today, what I saw was a man; a man who worked for the super market, he wasn't young, I'd assume he was around his late 40's... this man had 'ought to be the hardest working person I have ever seen. He was small yet he had to use all his might to pull and tug on about 20 of these carts/buggies (which is extremely hard) because he wasn't given a cart-pusher thing... How the hell is that even ethical I mean I know for a fact that this supermarket did not pay their employees the minimum wage and even if they did people should not have to use that much effort/strength into working to earn less than $9 an hour. I stood there watching this man pull and tug on these carts and almost cried... I mean imagine your father going to work outside in the dark cold weather of Canada and having to use all that effort just to provide food and a warm decent shelter for you.. that is heart breaking. If that was my father I'd honestly rather starve than to see him go through all that pain and struggles. I wish there was some way I can help him so that his job is easier.

I don't understand why people always refer to Africa when talking about starving people or poverty... It's quite obvious that you don't have to go that far to see someone in poverty. Within kilometres you're bound to find someone in poverty in Toronto. Starving people, homeless people, and people like that man I saw. It's a shame that we are not doing anything to try to help these people and I know I'm not doing anything by just blogging about it but certainly people can start to care and get informed about these people.

I just wish there was some way I could help...

Anyways... toodles :/

-Joanne

Green Bathroom

I stole this off of Lush's website but chances are not many people read about this on the website so I am going to post it here:

1 Think About What You Really Need Learn about cosmetics ingredients and their effects. Read product labels. Avoid ingredients that are not beneficial to you or that are harmful to the environment. Ask for samples so you can try a product for a few days to help you make the right choices. The single most eco-friendly thing you can do is avoid collecting half-used bottles of products that weren't right for your needs.

2 Use Solid, Unpackaged Products Choose bar soap instead of shower gel or liquid soap. Use shampoo bars instead of bottled shampoo and solid massage bars instead of massage oil. These are all better for the environment as there is little or no packaging. Solid products also contain no water and therefore need no environmentally-damaging preservatives.

3. Check for A Use-By Date No use-by date usually means that the product is heavily preserved. (Read the ingredient label and you'll see...) More preservatives down the drain are bad for the environment.

4 Avoid Disposables Look for personal hygiene products with extended life spans such as toothbrushes and razors with disposable heads. If you only replace the head you are throwing less away.

5 Explore Water Recycling Systems When you have a bath, make the most of it! Take at least 45 minutes out of your schedule to relax and unwind. Even better, share your bath with your partner. When you're finished, try recycling your bath water. You can use it to water your house plants, garden or lawn. Your begonias will thank you.

6 Don't Leave the Tap On When you shave, brush your teeth, or even shower, only turn on the water when absolutely necessary: at the beginning and the end. While you're soaping yourself or when brushing, stop gallons of water rushing down the drain needlessly by turning off the tap.

7 Recycle Your Plastics Most of us are already in the habit of recycling containers like water bottles and milk jugs but we don't always remember that most of our bathroom containers can be recycled too. Just be sure to wash them first. If you don't, they can contaminate the rest of your recycling and end up in a landfill. Plus, for every 5 black LUSh pots you return to you local shop you can pick up a free Fresh face mask!

8 Shop With A Lower Carbon Footprint Whenever you shop for cosmetic products, take your own reusable bag. Buy local products when possible (look at the label, was it made locally or air freighted in from afar?) and avoid buying products with excessive packaging (remember that sometimes the contents cost less than the packaging). Reduce your carbon footprint even more by walking or cycling to the shops. At the very least, take public transportation or carpool.

9 Save Water from going down the Loo Leave a water bottle filled with sand in the back of your toilet tank. This displaces the water so it takes less every time you flush. And remember; if it's yellow, let it mellow. Every flush uses gallons of water, so if you flush every other pee, you'll be saving thousands of gallons of water per year.

10 Use Green cleaning products Using conventional cleaning products in the bathroom exposes you and the environment to hundreds of harmful chemicals. By choosing 'Green' cleaning products, your bathroom comes just as clean, but you won't be inhaling toxins or contributing to environmental problems. When LUSH first started in the U.K, it was one of the few companies to list their ingredients on labels. Though there was no law saying it had to, LUSH was just incredibly proud of their formulations! Now in the U.K, and in North America it is mandatory to quantitatively list ingredients on cosmetics, and we are still very proud to do so.

Toodles,

-Joanne

Vow Of Silence

Today, I made paper out of old papers shreaded up and soaked in water. There was also a little University Convention.. I am still concerned about university applications. Quite interesting...

During the book club discussions, my group and I got off topic and began to analise the different ways people say certain words. Apparently, you can tell who were born and raised in Toronto by the way they pronounce Toronto. Torontorians pronounce it To-ron-no. Au Contraire, I've heard about this before on the radio; however, I was born and raised in Toronto and yet, I pronounce Toronto as To-Ron-To... yes, I articulate my words as it was required for vocals. I do believe that the way of determining true "Torontorians" is quite faulty.

'Tis pass 12, I am supposed to be doing the Vow of Silence but I'm too angry at the fact that no one in my neighbourhood wanted to pledge... I mean I've knocked on doors where young adults had a BMW parked outside, clearly they have some change laying around to donate to help build a school in Sierra Leone... what's even worse is his reply was "My parents aren't home yet"... grow the frick up... you can drive a BMW but can't spare some change for a good cause!? My friend and I decided to pick houses with nice cars parked on their driveway; it seemed like a good idea to do so. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong. It's disgusting to know that people with so much wealth are so selfish. My area produces the highest amount of income versus other cities; however, we are the least thoughtful people. People in the "poor" places of Toronto donates and contributes to charities way more than people in my area do. What a shame.

I can't even remember what else I wanted to rant about anymore...

I suppose it is time for bed.

Goodnight,

-Joanne

While I Wait...

Good morning everyone. I know I haven't been updating for a while but oh well, I suppose the element of surprise would be better than regular routine updates. Mmmm. I've really been into the Korean culture lately, who else can I blame for this, none other than Charlotte and Jennifer. It is currently Saturday morning and I have a lot on my mind. School, marks, "Ideal image", pretty much it.

School is stressful, I can't seem to figure out why I haven't started to really "try" in school yet. I seem to come home and literally do nothing but eat and watch YouTube videos. I think I've lost interest in accounting before I've even began to take accounting. My marks are horrible, actually no they're not, my average seems low because of Advanced Functions, I think I really do need to find something that can motivate me to try. Don't get me wrong, I do care and do try, I just need a kick to start doing so, that kick is something that I rarely get. I bring my work home and just look at it and say, "Later, later I will do it later FOR SURE", and what do I end up doing instead... not my homework. I am not going to blame anyone/thing for my behaviour and lack of motivation however I must add that I absolutely dislike my first period class for multiple reasons that I can not state here; however, I can verbally say it and not care.

As I am finishing my final year of high school marks are not the only thing I am concerned with. I am concerned about the choices that I will have to make shortly. What school should I go to and how do I know I am making the right choices. I wonder statistically how many people at this point [who are happy and successful] knew for a fact that their choice was right... I supposed they were really lucky. Something else that frustrates me is reputation of schools. Does it really matter? If I went to a prestigious ass school does it make me more superior than someone who didn't? I learned in English that the only reason why those schools are prestigious is only because it has the reputation of a prestigious school; hence, many people apply to schools like that; whereas, schools that aren't well-known have less people applying to it which means that it doesn't really have enough representatives to talk about it to make it as prestigious as other schools. That explains why school that are not well-known are offering full scholarships and whatnot. Does the quality of education have a significant difference from school to school? I suppose I shouldn't be asking these questions here, but I should ask people from these schools that I plan to apply to.

Body image, oh boy. So Prom is probably going to be here in the blink of the eye. This school year was so quick, it seems like each year passes by faster and faster, how can I slow time down so I can enjoy my final year of high school longer? I want to look fantastic for my final year, heck, I want to look fantastic always, I mean, who doesn't!? I guess I am quite self-conscious these days since I've gained a few pounds. I really need to start drinking more water and doing more exercise, besides 30 minutes of exercise a day isn't that time consuming especially since I spend my whole day on YouTube watching videos anyways, might as well do something productive. I wish I could really do yoga leisurely, my stupid brother is always in my room; which causes me to not have enough privacy to do yoga. Ugh.

How stupid is it that my brothers computer is in my room and I can't have privacy in my OWN room anymore?

I am hoping that someone's read the title and wondered why I decided to name this post that, I am waiting for my father and brother to bring home my breakfast... well brunch now.

Swiss Cheese Omelette and home-fries.

I guess I will add a picture of my food to this post later when it arrives...

I find that uploading pictures is quite a tedious process since I do not have the cable thing or an USB adaptor.

Late Night Alumni's new album is released. I must say I did like their old one better but I am not going to complain since this one is still good. Just not as good. I found it quite shocking that when I asked if HMV would have LNA's new album, no one had a clue who they were. They're awesome :/

I think my dad is home, if he isn't then oh well I guess I got tricked, but I will update this later with the picture.

Toodles,

Joanne